Uh-Oh

So, yesterday, I broke up with my boyfriend. He took it better than I expected (maybe he was still in love with his ex?). But that same day, he and my ex broke out into a fight... Well, it wasn't a really serious fight. They were just throwing oranges at each other, putting each other in head-locks, calling each other names, shoving each other... No fists were thrown. That's good. But, tell me. What are the chances of my two exs getting into a fight, the same day I broke up with my most recent boyfriend. And those two were always on good terms!
Oh jeez, what if I broke up their friendship?!
Nonononononono...
 Practically everyone thinks they're fighting over/because of me... >:(

I don't think I'll ever stop caring

You were my first crush/love. I had some serious deep feelings for you. And, that's kind of sad, actually. I've been hurt so many times from you-- it's not even funny. But I still care. Sure, I get mad once in a while at you, and you get mad at me. We argue about some stupid stuff. But even after all that, I still care.

You know, no one knows this, but.... Whenever people say you and I fight like an old married couple... I truly wouldn't mind being an old married couple with you. And you never object against the people who say, "You two fight like an old married couple!"
I wonder... 
STOP.
While the chances of that happening are at its slimmest, what I just said is true. You're annoying as eff, you are always insulting me, and you always try to prove yourself right. But I do the exact thing back, and we end up arguing about some really stupid crap. But you can also be really funny, and you're extremely smart. Maybe not the nicest... but that's okay.

I'll still care.

What happened to all the gentlemen out there?

I mean, seriously. Already this month,  I've had several guys try and hit me. In fact, one of the guys actually had the nerve to hit me in the face-- TWICE. First time with a ball (NO, we WEREN'T playing dodgeball), and another time with a wad of grass. Yeah, yeah, the grass shouldn't have hurt, but it was a HUGE wad of grass, and it hit my face... and got in my mouth. In public. This guy really doesn't see the problem in treating girls this way. But he is really cute. And a lot of girls like him. #Surpirsed
WHOA SOUND THE SIRENS!!
Bachelor for life, coming through. (;

Looking Back

So I was just reading some of my old posts on this blog... And I came upon my very first post.
"Join me on my adventures of life" is what I said...
And I haven't even posted anything remotely close to that. Well, I don't think I have...

I'll tell you a story right now.

Looking back, I realized I've made mistakes. A lot of them. Trusting my ex-bestfriend was one of them. Another mistake was when I thought my ex-boyfriend had changed. I believed that crap three times. I've gotten extremely hung up in the past, and I don't even notice the present whipping past me. My bestfriend just got a boyfriend. I had a guy ask me out. My other friends' nine...or eight month "anniversary" is coming up.
Where have I been?

...*sigh*

Literally, everyone hates me. I'm not even joking. Everyone always insults me and stuff.
They told me I should go die.
In a hole.
With all my issues.
And no one would care.
Because I'm too annoying.
In fact, I should apparently just kill myself right now.

...thanks? Your compliments are always appreciated... :/
And you know, I always love going into the bathroom and crying my eyes out.
And you're right.
No one does care. Maybe this world would be a better place for you and everyone else if I just...vanished. Or died, like you hope.